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It's so early and I haven't slept yet, because I've gotten into printing out a bunch of fun recipes...I found my food allergy test from last year...and I'm highly allergic to milk(dairy products), beef, chicken, eggs, pineapple, lamb, garlic, corn, pinto beans, and cane sugar...the way they grouped it was highly allergic foods, and then had 2 ( Read more... )

Last night was shit...Jonathan fucked me over again...he's been such a bad friend, and I don't want to let go of our friendship since I've put so much time and energy into it...I swear it feels like we are ina relationship but with no sexual stuff...LOL...anyway the night ended so passionately straight from a movie...I don't want to tell the whole ( Read more... )

Angel's breeder who was actually the breeder for Lola Star too...just put Angel's pic on her website...I actually took this picture of her right after she got her hair did...lol ( Read more... )

So I'm back in L.A. for a casting tonight...and I was also booked to be in a music video that shoots tomorrow for Camron...the hip hop artist but they didn't say anything about pay yet...and I am not too into being a music video ho...for these hip hop artists...so if there is no pay then I probably wont do it. But it was nice to be booked. then ( Read more... )

UGH this has been an ongoing battle with Jonathan...when I had talked to him on the phone and we were arguing he told me he talked to Nicole before he talked to me...then I receive this email from Nicole resaying everyhting Jonathan told me...so I email her back trying to set the story straight and tell her that is sucked they talked first and ( Read more... )

OMG I hate this...I'm so fucking sick. I've been coughing up green nastiness all day, and my chest hurts. I've never been sick like this before, I usually always get throat things. I hate it and I'm scared being here alone. I was gonna drive down to San Diego but was too ill to drive ( Read more... )

so I'm not gonna go into detail right now because I'm tired from the long letter I just wrote, but I wrote a letter to Jonathan letting him know my feelings because it was my new years resolution to tell people my emotions and feelings because shit I have the hardest time showing my vulnerability to people...especially guys so this is what I ( Read more... )

Fucked up night...that's all I gotta say. I'm too tired to write it all out right now...but we can just say that Jonathan is really mad at himself for how he treated me...he can't just throw me aside and forget my feelings when a hot girls comes around...so yeah he's moping in his house right now. Anyway I had fun at the party we went to...it was ( Read more... )