liked these since I was a kid, so....I decided to get one.


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I just wish my life could be as strange as a conspiracy
I hold out but there's no way of being what I want to be
Dragons blow fire angels fly spirits wither in the air
I'm just me I can't deny I'm neither here, there nor anywhere

Oh you should see my trail of disgrace,
it's enough to scare the whole human race

as upset as i was sunday when i wrote my last entry about my aunt, it doesn't even compare to the last two days. the viewing and the funeral made it all real to me. I've lost all of my grandparents, and as hard as that was, it doesn't even compare to the loss i'm feeling right now. aunt di wasn't just an aunt, she was my best friend all throyghout ( Read more... )

When I was a baby I reached out from my stroller and put my hands on my aunt's face. Aunt Di always said that she knew her and I had a special bond at that moment. From the time I was two years old all the way until i was 16 or so, Tuesdays were Aunt Di days. She wasn't baby sitting me, she wasn't watching me; we were friends. I remember calling ( Read more... )

Today:

I woke up.

I did stuff.

I did other stuff.

I did some more stuff.

I went to a girl's house. I was molested.

Goodnight.