i'm so fucking sick of all my friends. except for christi, but that's a givein. she's my fucking soul mate, and i don't mean that in a lesbian way, either, pervert. actions are louder than words. maybe i had too many high expectations of everyone. i don't know. but it's done. and they hurt me. and i'm sick of worrying or complaining about it. or ( Read more... )

things are finally going good. better than good. and no one can get in the way of that. jons house party rocked. more than i can rock you. i had such an amazing time. with him. and seeing the bands. especially arms of orion. and tony playing drums. he smiled at me. and steph. she fucking came and we rocked out. some bull had hurricane. my favorite ( Read more... )

its weird ( Read more... )

im drunk.
and no matter what you say im more "scene" than you and im better than you.

go away.

i got a new bong. its cute as hell. its a matrix. cheap but its magenta and i heart it to death. ahhh hahahaah. tonight was chill. jon jenna christi and i got fucked up. all sorts of drunk and stoned. funnn stuff. j put zeros in my ears. they still fucking hurt, but whatever. im getting my tattoo this wed. thanks christi for paying ( Read more... )

Put an X on the things that have never happend to you,or things you have never done ( Read more... )

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today was my last day of high school. sarah made me a star shaped ceramic peice. it was soo adorable. im gonna miss her to death. i really am. fuck...im gonna miss EVERYONE. no joke. even all those bratty kids i have classes with. im that much of a dork. i cleaned out my locker and wrote a note to mr. hammond. i don't think it's really hit me that ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my last day of high school. it seems so weird. but im so glad it's ending. haha. this summer is going to be so amazing. i can't wait ( Read more... )

im in the process of dying my hair. i hope it looks okay ( Read more... )