Ok. So it's been a LONG while since I've been in here.
And I can pretty much say it's because the past couple months have well... SUCKED. :)
Where do I begin?!

Moving out of the house in a couple weeks.
Having surgery soon.
Living life to the FULLEST.
Haha being ODDLY optimistic.
New job.
Keeping my head up.
STRANGE message from an umm "old friend"?
CRAPPY ( Read more... )

Why do we pick at scabs?

Scabs are time's way of healing,

rebuilding,

and moving on.

So why do we constantly pick at what we KNOW we shouldn't?

Why can we not just move on and let time heal our wounds?

Because no matter what,

even though time has done it's part,

even though time is LETTING us move on,

LETTING us start over,

healed, and happy,

we ( Read more... )

My house got egged.
My car got keyed.
My bunny died.
All in one day.
Don't fuck with me this week.

So what! if I don't wanna be your friend? You suck at life anyway...

I give anyone in the world permission to F with me, just don't pussy cry to me when I F you up three times worst.

God help me before I kill someone...

Some people are HELLA immature. I don't ( Read more... )

You know, recently I have had a LOT on my mind. Family, friends, school; life in general has all been eating away at my brain.  If you were a doctor, you would say that that is one of the many reasons why I can't seem to fall asleep at night ( Read more... )

Hey LJ babes, sorry I haven't been on my LJ ni a while. I've been so busy and I'm still getting the stupid comments from the same immature people telling me crap but it's ok. It's Christmas. :) Life is surprisingly bearable so I'm all good. :) Boyfriend and I hit like five a half months lat week. :) He makes me smile like no other. Love LOve LOVE ( Read more... )

My boyfriend is the best! 4 Months this past Sunday :)

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Troy32: i miss u
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Ok sorry that I have been neglecting my livejournal and my livejournal family. Been SOOO busy.

Went to:
NorCal- SUCKED (who ever founded northern california should die.)
San Antonio, Texas- GOT TO SEE MY VICKIE!!! It was kinda crazy hick but I liked it. Check out their stop lights! THEY'RE ON WIRES! HEHE!

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Dying... Pray for me.

Leaving.
NorCal (HELLAville): Aug. 22nd- Aug. 26
San Antonio, Texas: Sep. 2nd- Sep. 5th

My knee is falling off. It HURTS. REALLY bad these days. ???Surgery soon???

School starting soon. BAHUMBUG. NOT looking forward to ANY part of school except for seeing the loved ones. MAYBE.

Churching this Sunday? HELL YES.

I hurt. No ( Read more... )

Wow. Where do I begin. I'm not sure why I still vent in this thing but it's kinda all I have right now...

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::SIGH::

I don't know why the hell I get my hopes up for ANYTHING anymore.
MASSIVE headache right now. It hurts really bad...
Feel like crying? Yes I do...