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Wow...it's been a long time.
Well like the title says...it's been a really long time ( Read more... ) -
Happy
Ive come to a very imporant descision in my life. Ive decided in regards to the person i am in love with, i will be his friend and be happy with that. I can't ask for more and i don't think i need or really want more. Why sacrifice the great friendship we already have for something that could undoubtably be nothing. I don't want that. We are great ( Read more... ) -
Baaaaaaaaah
So i've been pretty sick lately. I just got back from the doctors. I have an infection in my lungs, as well as the b-asthma and my throat is very raw. So ive got meds, though no atibiotics because i cant mix those with my meds, but she gave me a different inhaler that will fix my airways and the infetion. Problem is it wont start woking for 2-3 ( Read more... ) -
Hurts
I love him, god do i love him. So much it hurts. I wish i didn't honestly. I have never been in love with someone. Liked them alot, yes. But never love. He means the world to me. He treats me like a person and says the perfect things. no man has eer said such things or dones such things for me and he did it without any hestitation....god i love ( Read more... ) -
God Bless the Broken Road that led me straight to you...
Okay so here i am again. In that state of mind people have fondly name Dr.Maeg. The female counter part of Dr.Phil....almost. lol
I get too weird and very philisophical. So again, i'll get on with it.
Grad is soon. A little over a week to be exact. Alot of people are saying how such a non huge deal this is. It rubs me the wrong way personally because ( Read more... ) -
What's left of me....
I've been dying inside you see. But you can have what's left of me.
Watch my life pass me by in the rearview mirror. These pictures frozen in time are becoming clearer and I don't wanna waste another day stuck in the shadow of my mistakes. I've been dying inside little by little. I have nowhere to go but goin' out of my mind in endless circles
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Wiser
We’re searching for the reason of existence, with our own hands because maybe there is no reason for life. Everyone hopes and tries so hard to find a reason of existence. The reason of birth, of staying with someone, of existence…believing we have to find them all with our own hands. Like finding a place for ourselves in dreams, in jobs, in people… ( Read more... ) -
Banzai!
It's a pretty good day today so far. A bit chilly and cloudy outside but it's also fairly sunny as well. The warmth feels nice on my cold skin ( Read more... ) -
:(
I'm sad today. I haven't quite figured out why I am sad but I am. It has to do with alot of different things I guess ( Read more... )
