I wish I had bottles of pills to dump down my throat and a bathroom with a private key.

I wish I could say goodbye to this failed attempt at life.

She hasn't answered any of my phone calls or texts in the past week (except when she picked up, then hung up her phone immediately afterwords tonight ( Read more... )

I need to get my shit together ( Read more... )

I have problems letting people know how I feel. Whether it be venting about my own problems or just telling the truth to somebody. I have a terrible fear of what people will think of me if I do in fact tell certain truths.

The day I leave cape cod couldn't come sooner. A clean slate would be nice to.

Went to Boston yesterday to visit Geiler. Had a great time in the city last night. Experienced a street full of rotting produce being taken down by a bulldozer. There were tomatoes and grapes everywhere, it was horrible... Horribly awesome! Drunk girls on the train "no liike seriously, how old are you guys like 24 or 23 right?". Making space ( Read more... )

I love my mother. She's one of my best friends. She lets me know that people still love me when I need it most. She listens when I have something to say (which isn't often, besides she knows I prefer to listen) and talks when I need someone to listen to. It makes me sad when people don't have that connection with at least one of their parents ( Read more... )

My brain is telling me to do things that my heart won't allow. :/

My new friend Arden gave me a magical oil lamp that he had made.

Bake Sale today and tomorrow!

I'm in a good place right now.