I am such a fag. My other livejournal was ugly, and I didn't feel like taking the time to fix it so I deleted it and went back to this. It is 4:23am. I am wide awake. I am eating oreos. I was eating oreos. I just ate the last one. I am going to apply to Cornish in the winter, if I can find the motivation (again) to apply. I worked on my picture a ( Read more... )

"I'm bored so I'm cleaning my bathtub." - Melinda "The Melinda" Myrick

My teeth hurt like a steak sandwhich hurts a clam. Which isn't very much.

If I have to live on the streets, that's fine. I just want to spend my life doing what I like to do. I will never be chained to a job or a person or a lifestyle that won't allow me to do what I want to do/love to do at least 90% of the time. What can I say, I'm a stubborn Jew.

Yesterday my mom let me take 60mgs instead of my usual 30. It was great. I think it finally convinced her that I need a higher dose ( Read more... )

This is how it is. You have an average 72 years to live and one easy-to-accomplish biological goal. Reproduce. That’s the point of life-the reason we’re alive. It’s the reason every species on this planet is alive. But as humans, we have a particularly large portion of time to kill while we are not making babies ( Read more... )

I do something strange I do that might be related to my psychosis but might be not that weird. I have a hard time knowing the difference between what is just scary normal stuff and what is not normal but because I am sick ( Read more... )

forget it

cheese tacos and not sauce.

One symptom of mania (which I am currently experiencing :-D) is spending sprees. Although most of the money isn't mine, the spending spree that I just went on via internet turned up some pretty sweet stuff ( Read more... )