I haven't been on this site in 2 months. Sorry friends. I've been pretty busy keeping in touch with people on my myspace account (www.myspace.com/denial27)... but things have slowed down a bit over there and I think now is a great time to get things rolling with livejournal again ( Read more... )

I'm mentally exhausted. I need help. I'm working so fucking hard and not getting hardly any sleep because of it. My CD has to be done by the 2nd week of August or I'm fucked. I have to be ready for my tour by September or I'm fucked. I have to go to 3 clubs next week, see how people react to my new music. Will they just fucking dance or what ( Read more... )

Dave and I penned 3 new songs today. One of them is very prince/michael jackson... kind of a sexy dance track with heavy breathing and sha-mon's. This one will be listed as a Denial track. We also wrote 2 Swallow songs, one is kind of a screamer... the other is like a stadium anthem. Both will work great live... especially now that we have dave ( Read more... )

I've been trying to figure life out. I feel so out of place in so many situations. I'm not working at Innovative anymore, kind of inbetween jobs... lots of options, got offered a job to do camera work for porn. It's 300 $ / shoot so I'm thinking about it. Might as well give it a shot, what do I have to lose? Made some new friends last night, ( Read more... )

so I learned all about casinos last weekend. I also learned a thing or two about confidence. I feel a lot different about myself now. Things were so fucked up 2 weeks ago, but now I'm so busy and I keep finding myself meeting so many cool new people ( Read more... )

Hey guys whats up? If anyone wants to learn to dance, I'm going to start taking hip hop dance lessons at Edge Performing Arts Center in Hollywood once I'm done with my finals. A 10 class series that you can go whenever you want in the span of 2 months costs 90$, so I'm going to be doing that for now... once or twice a week after work. It's going ( Read more... )

How things can be one way one minute... and then all of a sudden, the right window opens up... and everything completely changes. I was at my wits end trying to figure out what was going to happen with me.... and then the past fews days, everything has been wonderful. I got a small taste of what to expect from the future... and it doesn't look so ( Read more... )

What new drug should I try? I was thinking I'd start smoking crack. Crackheads are so funny.

imagine a classic jazz ensemble with an orchestra and distortion... that's where I'm going with this shit. it will set a new standard, and you can all kiss my fucking ass.

so I'm excited... I'll be driving down the 5 to sunny san diego tomorrow afternoon. don't know what the plan is, but I'll probably meet up with Alison and head back to her place to hang out for a while. She has a piano at her house so I will probably end up consumed in that. Can't wait to see her again, it's been forever ( Read more... )