THIS IS MY NEW JOURNAL NAME...xPlasticxTearsx...add me if you love mE! If you don't love me DON'T BOTHER.

SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT MEEEEEEEEEEEEE INNNNNNNNNNN THEEEEEEEEEEE FUCKINGGGGGGGGGGGGG FACEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I BEG OF YOU, PUT ME OUT OF MY MISYER BEFORE I MAKE SOMEONE ELSES LIFE A LIVING HELL.

Yeah ok...shit was great last night! Matt finally told Amber off...finally! Or was it just an act...to please me while I was there? I'm so confused because I get online today and all I know is that they are cool again...WTF?! I would like to know whats going on behind my back. I would really fucking like to know. Somethings up...I wish people ( Read more... )

Hey guys! Homecoming was soooo fun! I had such a great time. It was a great day all together! I woke up and went over to my baby boy's house cuddled and played video games with him. He wasn't in a good mood for the first few hours that I was there, but I made him feel all better! He looked so cute in his pin striped pants and his little tie. All ( Read more... )

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Yeah shit sucks. Same problems as before...I have to stop and think. Do I really want to go through with it again?! Fuck yeah! If I have to then I will. I love Matt with all of my heart and we've put so much time and effort into our relationship that I won't let ANYONE fuck it up now. Ambers just gunna hafta deal with it I guess. I don't know Matt' ( Read more... )

have you ever wanted to die so bad your insides burned?

everything has fallen to pieces...now he's rather talk to her then me on the phone...what the fuck?! I am slowly losing him to her again...I don't know what I should do..I love him SOOOO fucking much! If I lose him again, I will kill myself.

perfect by nature ( Read more... )

::Stabs Myself::

I wish it were that easy.
If only things wouldn't be so shitty and so gay and so dumb and so FUCKED UP!

:pokes self in eye::

::DIES BECAUSE SHE DORWN HERSELF IN THE BATHTUB FULL OF BLOOD::