hey guys i know nobody reads this but i kinda like it that way...the past couple months or so have been the worst and best months of my life... i've been diagnosed with bipolar disorder...i've had my heart broken by the one person i let in....and i've been kicked out of my house...it kinda makes you thing about stuff..like your life and your ( Read more... )

i just need to update, vent, ya know use this thing that i haven't for a long time...yeah ( Read more... )

the only time i ever open up to a guy and give him my whole heart he fucks it all up....the only time i give a shit about a guy he fucks it all up....the only time i give another person unconditional love...he fucks it all up the only time i still love that person to death...he is still trying to fuck it all up ( Read more... )

 Every year in every sport they have a Senior night when all the players get to walk down a line with their parents...and they're so proud of them knowing that they made such a beautiful, sucessful child and that they were soon going to be adults... i'll never know how that feels because of two reasons: one i have a step-dad who is a different race ( Read more... )

hey, i know i haven't updated in a while but i feel like i need to right now.

as some of y'all my know i was dating the best guy a girl could ever find he loved me and i loved him more than anything...well last night someone told him that i was talking to another guy behind his back...he broke up with me. i was crused actually i still am. because i ( Read more... )

hey all i'm never on here anymore so just add me on myspace...it's so much better than this!

http://www.myspace.com/sftball_playa9

life is great! =]

i have a question ( Read more... )

no matter how hard i work....it never seems to pay off.
when i work hard and i have a bad day at it it's because i don't work hard enough, when i have an okay day it's because i don't work hard enough, but when i work hard enough and have a great day it's never enough...

when i had glasses i looked good in them but ppl. said i look better without ( Read more... )

hey guys, 
hope that y'all are havin a great summer! i know i have lol* well at least i've been busy-as usual

in the past week i've played 15 games of softball in 7 days*

and on 5 of those days i've had camp in JC from 10 till 2**

on Friday i played 2 games got home at like 9 or so then had to get up at like  7 (that's the latest i've slept the whole ( Read more... )

hey guys, hope that everyone's  havin a great summer break with the parties, and the girls/guys, sports, etc.

today has been a really bad day for me and it's also been a wake up call. welp i recently found out that one of my crush's has found a new gurl to have a relationship with...yea that's okay except that she's UGLY!!!!!! and not to mention ( Read more... )