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today has been horrible. i woke up at 3, felt like something ripped off my head and shit in the hole then threw my head back on and bound it there with old scotch tape. about an hour later i threw up and went back to bed, woke up at 6 and felt even worse, nearly threw up a few more times but nothins come back up...yet. i havent eaten anything all ( Read more... ) -
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alright, im finally bored of this livejournal username, i got a new one, attempting to delete my past, i know i cant, but this might at least help me separate from the depression of the past. so yeah...for anyone that cares, my new username is Hexadude, find it, and please add me. i might still occasionally use this name for random things, but i'll ( Read more... ) -
movie night!
so...i havent had a movie night in quite a while. i had that massive 5 day party, but that wasnt a movie night. so on AUGUST SIXTH there will be a MOVIE NIGHT. it will be clean. no weed, no alcohal, nothing, anyone that brings anything will be tackled and yelled at and depending on the severity, kicked out. everyone is welcome, with the obvious ( Read more... ) -
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so...i've spent the last few weeks partying and hanging out with freinds and such. watchin movies, wondering around town, doing things others look down upon, the usual. its been fun, for once im not depressed all the friggen time, woo hoo! but when i am, its usually cause im hella lonely and hopeless, sorta feelin like everyone hates me, or at ( Read more... ) -
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heres what happened, stop assuming that im a dickhead and decide if i am or not based on the actual facts, not your own fiction ( Read more... ) -
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the day has come, Aaron was wrong, the world did not end. im ending all rumors now, people are going to be dissapointed in me, but not as much as im dissapointed in myself. i had sex, saturday night. i lost my virginity while i was drunk to a girl i had met only hours before. i did the thing i thought i would never do, i became what i hate the most ( Read more... ) -
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everyone seems to be having issues right now. its horrible to see all my amazing freinds depressed and helpless to whatever is getting them down. for some its other people, for others its themselves, for myself its a combination, but i still hope you all can see how great you are and how much you mean to me, even if i am just one person, just the ( Read more... ) -
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my cell phone died, it 'fell' off the deck, so calling it wont do shit. call my house if ya need me 440-9473, and if you dont, i will cry. i got billy kenji and aislinn over here right now, and were insanely bored, please help us. -
yay alaska!
IM BACK! YAY! the jew and i had a wonderful time, or at least i did, im pretty sure he did. twas awesome...so many fucking bugs tho...my god..did you know that it actually gets dark down in seattle? and theres no mountains? its fucking weird...everythings all different and my different sleep sceduals are all coliding and going retarded, so right ( Read more... ) -
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i is in alaska, woo! the jew and i are doing just fine. its raining right now but the wheather's been beautiful all week. we got to see the ruth ampatheter (glacier place) and tons of awesome mountains. got pictures, made movie diary, fun fun. mesquitos suck...and theres a ton of em...itchy itchy ( Read more... )