* angst *

why are these decisions so pertinent?

things i have learned:

honesty.
loyalty.
love.
respect.
shutting the fuck up.
listening.
php.
judgement.

things i did not know four years ago !

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight."

tomorrow will be better.

and then there are times like right now when i miss you so much that it actually hurts.

hello livejournal!

my new years resolution [haha at least right now] is to keep a journal -- i looked back and saw how silly i used to be, i'd like to be afforded that luxury in the future to see how 22 was

it seems really surreal and ... i can't believe my big brother is going to be gone for over a year. im really going to miss him.

[pray for our troops]

um.
its offical.
im in heaven.
christmas commericals have started.
how the grinch stole christmas was just on tv.

:D

a birthday poem by steverau sent to me at 8.33am:

today it is your birthday
go out and have some fun
but remember to be careful
you're not yet 21.

i love my father.

well.
my birthday already sucks.

stop complaining unless you are going to get off your ass and change something.
because it doesnt really work anymore.
open up your pretty little eyes and take a look around.