SO here it is, i have stalkers, oh u know who u are. trying to find any reason to make me look like the ass just because i dont want to be friends with you. Jesus get over yourselves and accept the responsibility you played in our friendship demise, quit acting like im out to get you when I could care less. Im tired of being the bigger person and ( Read more... )

So Im at JMOMA interning again, im a little nervous right now. I had some blood owrk done a week ago and I called to getthe results and they wanted the doctor to tell me so they took my numbers down. I mean I know it could be nothing and thats just routine or what now, however, it makes me nervous, as if something is pretty wrong with me. This is ( Read more... )

So.....just been seeing school doctors trying to keep it together, get my apartment in order (which is a challenge for me), force myself to study for the CLAST so i may pass it. Work work work work. Which will never ever be fun because Jason is no longer there, sucks. So happy for him to start something exciting and to totally go on a fantastic ( Read more... )

Today is my first day at my internship at JMOMA I'm very excited, I hope that I love it and Ive been making the right decisions all these years in art history

My everday panic and relization, with the intent I guess in finding the meaning to all things (mostly to find the positive in why we are all here when it could all be taken away at any moment), usually ends in ugh death. I know I know very very dismal and shallowly depressing, but is my sad daily constant. Today however i really want the positive, ( Read more... )

Im absolutley flat broke, looking for another job flat broke, I knwo I know everyone says that but seriously I made 100 dollars all week, and I work almost everyday, cant live on that. Things are so bad that we have to ask my brother to pay his one week part of the rent just because we're not sure were gonna make it. Ugh we were really hoping to be ( Read more... )

I mean I still appreaciate flavor in my old age, geez.

I miss home....

So nick called me last nite, completly distraught and upset like I had never heard him before. It was heart wrenching to hear him this way, he expected me to be a bitch because he hadnt called me or treated me very nicely in quite some time, but he's my friend in my heart whether he is around or really being there for me. In an awkward way it was ( Read more... )

so I called the health department and got an appointment to get a clinic card through them but its not until June 23rd, ugh so I had to call up PPH because I think I have a few cysts and it wasnt a big deal but now their starting to hurt, I dont want to suffer a ruptured cyst because I remember this girl in HS did right in class and she screamed ( Read more... )

I just moved into my new apartment, its pretty much done, but theres a little bit more to go. I got my internship at my fave jax museum, so im pretty excited about that, I have 3 awesome classes to look forward to this summer and graduation. These are all great things and Im trying to focus on them but there is so much that makes me sad. My mom ( Read more... )