So, we graduated, I partied a little, had a nice long phone conversation (some of you may get that...) and am in a wicked happy mood. Overall, this weekend was fun.

Hey. We're out. How about that.... It's exciting but weird all the same. I don't know what to make of it... I'm kinda sleepy...

Giddy like a fucking school girl. I haven't felt this way in a long time! We graduate tomorrow, PortCon is around the corner, I officially turn 18 on Tuesday, leaving the realm of jail bait, I might get to go to NC this summer and I got nothing for the last one...

Stole this from Celine. I think it's cute ( Read more... )

Fuck. This has been one of the most commented words as of recent. I've gone from happy to emo to bitchy to shit. I can't keep a constant emotionally and I hate it. I want to graduate now and get the fuck out. I need a change of senery and a guick out from the high school drama. Somebody hold me and tell me I'm not fucking useless...

I feel sick. Everything crashed down today and I just feel like toal shit. Everyone seems to be angry at one another and I threw myself into a nasty situation unkowningly. Everything is going down the tubes again. WTF... Fuck everything. I'm gonna lose some friends because of this whole fucking mess. Dammit.

So, today was senior skip day. It was alright. Would have been soooooooo much better if Hampton Beach wasn't like 50 degrees and the wind was whipping. Anyhoo, still had a fun time. I start my new job at Wendy's tomorrow so come and see me.

I'm doing better. Very minimal emo moments and I'm begining to flirt again. I'm soooooooooo excited because we graduate!!!!!!!!! I'm looking forward to all the parties and the fun I'll potentially have. And, the Ashley\Blonde extravaganza is next Friday!!!! I expect tons of presents... Just kidding.... No, I'm serious... Hehe...

I've been in great spirits all day... It's soooooooooo nice to be happy for once. Yesterday, I finally had the emotional breakdown that I'd seen coming for the past week. I also took a long walk with my mom and we just talked about everything and for once she wasn't judgemental. She heard me out and actually made me feel a lot better. Today I ( Read more... )

I thought it out. I really have. I've finally narrowed everything down. I've come to terms with the fact that we are not going to go back out. I just can't piece myself back together. Everytime I build myself back up, something knocks me down. I've been trying my hardest to salvage my self confidence but I'm not finding much to build with. I ( Read more... )