I hit a new low last night. This is what happens when I'm left to myself on a saturday night. I think to much about things I shouldn't. I hate feeling unattractive and worthless...

I feel oddly empty right now. I admited myself to some unpleasant feelings and got them off my chest. Now I just feel empty. My dad left for the week so I'm stuck with my mum and she's going to eat me by the end of the week, I can already tell. Life's just fan-fucking-tastic huh.

Prom was pretty good on my end. Awkward as fuck but fun. Meh, I guess I had fun and for once felt really good about myself as of recent. And yes, CJ, I do want you to jump out of a cake in a firemen's uniform.

Here I thought things were going to improve but again, I've managaed to fuck something up...

I'm so bored... Mum's trapped me in the house with cleaning and college shiz... I saw Kyra for lunch today but she's in the dog house on her end so we couldn't play. I hung out with Kelly W. and Meg W. yesterday and we had a fun time. Someone read this and rescue me!!!! I need to go some where today. If you already don't know what's up, gimme ( Read more... )

Still upset, but getting better... Keep me busy and give me time.

Don't ask about it because I won't tell you. If I'm depressed for the next few weeks, just keep me occupied. I just want to curl into a small ball and die...

Grrrr... Damn you Bree. I've been tagged, so I have to list 5 guilty pleasures.

1) Sailor Moon
2) Playing dress up
3) I love spinach
4) There is no #4
5) I have no idea... I can't think of anything else...

Ummm... I tag the following...

Chesty620, cooljaredman16, kinkysocergrl15, hbdykster and joep87

Hey! I re-took this quiz and the answers made me giggle!

Europe was a good time!!!!! That's all the basics right there. Though, Paris was a wee bit icky... meh, I'm not really in the mood to up-date...