I know I haven't written here in quite a long time. My emotions have been playing with me and most of the time I'm down. I find that when I'm down I spend a lot of time to myself writing. That lady I met in Los Angeles came to visit me here in Florida. She and I had a few days together that were just blissful. Then we had two days before she left ( Read more... )

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I've been so busy since I got back from Los Angeles that I haven't had time to seat down and post anything. I'm making myself take a few deep breaths and forget my problems for the time being. I'm posting now which is a good start ( Read more... )

On a sad note ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Stephanie. I know it's a day early but just in case something came up I didn't want you to think I forgot, I bet you didn't even know I knew.

Thank you for a nice weekend, it was interesting but I did enjoy it.

I left you something in the guestroom, I hope you like them. Don't look until tomorrow ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning and called the new friend I met a few nights ago. I asked her if she knew of any place cheaper to stay, the place I was at bled me try. A simple question with a surprising answer. She invited me to stay at her house, she told me that she had an empty guest room that I could take if I wanted. I said yes, which surprised me ( Read more... )

Going to stay in Los Angeles through the weekend. Let us see what happens. Monday I go home to face the world.

Los Angeles has been interesting; but it's time to go home. I met a new friend and got to spend some time with her. I'm not sure if the friendship will grow beyond anything other than sharing some words and talking about history. I was thankful for the company, my trip here was more enjoyable because of the time spent with her. The differences ( Read more... )

I met this lady and she's like I've said before nothing like me; but at the same time is. We met on Sunday, had drinks on Monday and still I don't know her phone number. I could get in touch with her via Live Journal but I won't. I get the feeling that even though we get along and have things in common I make her feel uncomfortable. Why would a ( Read more... )

Can sleepless nights, or days in my case mean something good? Or is it always a case of something terrible or unsettling going on in your life? Granted there's things happening in my personal life that's hitting me hard. I'm breaking up with someone who for years was my best friend. But until recently I could sleep. I'm not awake thinking of dread ( Read more... )