so alot of stuff is different. i have a new car a new apartment and a new will. yes. im actually motivated to do things for some strange reason. i ordered a pizza last night and it took two hours. i get 2 free pizzas now. the girl that i ordered it from laughed when i said my name, she said she went to highschool with an adam g... i said ( Read more... )

Science, or research as I will operationally define it for the intents of this article(if you will), has been the prerunner to every technological advance since the dawn of time. It has not been necessary that individuals knew they were engaging in research, for instance, trial and error(one of the most primitive research methods) predated todays ( Read more... )

Today was really long. As long as my... well lets just say it was really long. My first shift was ridiculous, I made a minimal amount of money on a maximum amount of people, that is really annoying. The Sunday lunch crowd is really hit or miss when it comes to tipping. I got a table of volleyball girls, sigh. Dinner made up for it all, now I'm ( Read more... )

For whatever reason, Ive found it necessary to remove myself from the company of others tonight. For whatever reason I just want to hang out by myself tonight, and I don't think that there is anything wrong with that. I did'nt work a single god damned minute today. That is fucking amazing considering that it is a Saturday, I don't know how I ( Read more... )

I think I will use this journal for atleast a brief period of time as a true journal, a record of thoughts, feelings, experiences and all that shit. This decision comes from the same random urges that fuel my disjointed previous entries. Please bare with me because I am a horrible speller and I dont really care to improve. Well, withough further ( Read more... )

im going to do something with the damn server. i was thinking about making it a north texas social networking thing, but that could be disastorous. it could just be a photo gallery, where people just post random pics. it could also be plans for the robot revolution. insert your ideas.

I cant put a finger on it. Ive tried, trust me. There is just something about her, something that makes me feel completely free and ever so comfortable with who I am. I dont know exactly how its classified, or why but i know that beyond any shred of doubt there is a place where I feel at home. I am at home. For that, I am forever in debt. One

flash of light off in the distance. I think that regardless of who you are, the most important thing for you to do right now is to stop and think. just think. we are in a sea of thoughts and information and knowledge. If you dont think you are going to sink, and so many people do. I hope im floating.

a thick fog grips the hot but now cooling asphalt. As i reach towards the darkness a single dart of light shoots across my entire body and expands upon penetration. a great light blinds my eyes and dissipates only enough to reveal a silhouette. And then I see her standing there. Then the scene changes, the image flickers and cuts like a film ( Read more... )

dont do things just becuase it is what is being done. i suppose that was my last lesson of the calendar year.