Yep Still a live, just super busy... kind of depressed... kind of just going with it... kind of starting to second guess a 2 year relationship, scared, annoyed, bored, I dont know what it is, no more love? I love him still but is the love gone in our relationship... some one please tell me... as for now I am just going to stick with I am just a ( Read more... )

So you know class has been in section now for its I think 7th week, and last week I had to register, so I had to register for my classes 1 before the quarter like 2 months before the quarter, but It just seems like i just started school a little while ago and I am already heading into my next quarter... pretty cool... but aw also pretty psyched for ( Read more... )

yeah... so Its almost 11, and I have been awake since 730 however I have not gottin out of bed... kind of dont want to... its to cold... Its always to cold... stupid cold... haas anyone noticed that when I type I use these a lot... yeah.... so any whooooooo. Staying at Davids house this weekend... No he will not be there... hes still in Boston... ( Read more... )

going to be in CV this weekend, HOuse sitting for Davids Family again... wooo.so I swear we pay so much money for me to go to this school, and it is almost as if they do not have any heaters in these buildings. every class I have its cold, and the teachers look at me crazy when I tell them its cold, and ask if we can turn on the heat, its NUTS!!! ( Read more... )

Alright, So I know that I am really really really really X8 times bad at updating this thing... maybe I should just stop, cause I think like only like 2 or 3 people read this crap anyway... But so I am in my 4 hr computer class, listening to my teach go on and on about computer viruses, cool yea... sure... but not when you are only getting anywhere ( Read more... )

I really dont hang out with the same people anymore, being out in hayward has changed a lot of my friendships, but at the same time I have made many more friends, every one I hang out with these days are my co-workers, and we have a blast its so much fun, but one thing that I have to keep reminding myself and reminiding them is I am 2 years to 4 ( Read more... )

So I know its been awhile, and I am more doing this because I need to think but when I am just thinking I get confused and repeat the same thing over and over again in my head. Dave leaves on Sat, I have 1 week or well 5 days with him. and of course I am not ready for him to go back to school, I fear for what is to come over the next 4 months, but ( Read more... )

So Its been a crazy month and its not about to change anytime soon. so I guess we are finally moved into the Apt. but I just havent stayed there yet. my first night staying there will probably be the night I get back from LA. So here is the skibby on the next two weeks. So I took off the 16th-1st so I get paid today but I dont know if I am going to ( Read more... )

So I am literally bouncing back and forth between places. I have no intention of staying the night at the new apt until the water gets shut off here. It’s interesting, but I would never want to do it again. I know the out come will be awesome, but I am just so tired and stressed out. As far as I can tell the good thing about me being stressed out ( Read more... )

I figured I havent updated in awhile and I figure I have some time while David is in the shower. So its been... well an interesting summer so far. a lot of working, planning trips and camping. So we get our new pastor this week. Anyone else not sure how to react or how to even just act in front of this guy? Of course we should all act like who we ( Read more... )