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told Dwyer about the fringe science thingy. he had internet access as part of the new QLD health pay negotiations, so when he said i can refer to things on the internet i showed him www.theicarusproject.com ( Read more... ) -
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mum and dad went on a 2 week holiday to Perth, they got back yesterday. -
dream of being outed
yesterday i got an email from Tim titled "FW:encouraging spiritual thoughts for you to enjoy", i replied with "tim could you please not forward me these bible things. thx" (i wanted to tell him everything though, but didn't ( Read more... ) -
my father's stability of motivation and creativity
- when you painted the mars-scape, were you different to usual? were you feeling particularly more creative. did you paint it because you experienced a time where you were highly motivated to do just that, and thus it was accomplished.
"no, i wanted to do it for some time. i did it when i did it because i had the time"
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one thing which makes my diabetes difficult to manage is my lack of appetite. i wonder how something acting on dopamine would effect that, like stimulents and ADD/ADHD drugs. someone once did suggest that i look into ADHD because of things she noticed in my personality, but i guess i still don't understand the condition ( Read more... ) -
Metadata..... & dreams..... & psych notes for myself
tags labels um... damn i seem to have fergotten exactly what i was going to write. i remember it being about tags labels and metadata, and how these ways of catagorising data will become more and more commonplace in time, one of the reasons being that the filesystem of the next version of MS Windows - Windows Vista - will be based more on Metadata ( Read more... ) -
rambling to get past some bad emotions
i'm just writing for the sake of writing. Everything's relatively fine, i'm not deeply depressed but i remember what it's like. Reading this long article on theicarusproject.net, it's started to talk about depression and it's making me feel uncomfortable. so Dr Roid says it's healthy to give outlet to the memory ( Read more... ) -
rar rar rar i am being ugly, ranting about my family.
the past few days i've been increasingly sensative to noise, so i know something's up. Last night and this morning have been especially difficult. I noticed my blood sugars getting low lately, so i lowered my insulin doses. But today i tested my blood and it was a bit high, so i have given myself an extra dose to try to even it out asap ( Read more... ) -
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i am typing this on a laptop in bed :D
good morning!!
i dreamt about riding a bike around in newyork city. this isn't the first time i've dreamt about newyork, i bet it's some kinda symbolism for the city of the gods of somesuch.