well then.

[roight]

So I've lasted this long, but this place is really just starting to eat at me, from the inside out. I hate this place. I wish I didn't, but I do. I miss Phil a lot. Today is 4 months for us. I hope I get to talk to him tonight. I mean, after all, he's the one who got me into the 'anniversary' thing so he should at least call me back. That'd be nice

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[patruck151]

I love you and so many other people do too, and u should love urself because u r so special and so amazing and u know that. U r better than that house and place makes u feel, always remember that u have progressed so far past those feelings of self-hate cuz u need to know!!

And hey if it makes u feel any better I'm having the worst vacation ever and I wanna like kill myself everynigh, not that that should make u feel better. But just know that ur not the only one that is affected like this but remember u and phil will be back together soon, hell I wish i had someone wanting to see me when I got back...u have that to look forward to, and i know it must be tough but ur an extremely tough woman and u can handle it!!

Love You