one more day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah so i like to be excessive :)
one more! :)

Okay, for anyone who actually reads this ... I was really upset last night, but I'm good now. I still miss Phil lots. =( But I'll get to see him Tuesday. Ahhhhhhhhhh I'm such a youngest child. Either way, just thought I'd let people know (Diddy and Cait cuz I think you're the only ones who read this haha, which is just fine with me) ... that I'm ( Read more... )

Damnit, it would be fucking nice if I could have a happy entry for once. I don't even know why I bother writing in this piece of shit. I'm just complaining like usual. But whatever. I feel like shit. End of story. Just shoot me.

Sometimes I want to die before I have the chance to hurt someone else. I left the space heater on AGAIN downstairs ... sounds simple and stupid, but it could burn the house down. This house has my sister, my nephew, my brother-in-law, 3 pets, and lots of memories. I just have this sick feeling that I'm going to be one of those people who does ( Read more... )

Well, we haven't eaten yet ... but I'm wicked excited to do so. The food smells amazing. Dad's here ... he's being just fine for now; let's hope the rest of the day goes fine. Maybe this day with him will pass by with nothing big happening. That'll be nice ( Read more... )

Well I've been at my sister's for a whole 8 1/2 hours. Apparently, Dad's staying overnight tomorrow night. Joy. I miss Phil a lot--it's weird not having him around. He's probably out having fun ... I'm glad he's happy. I wonder if he misses me at all? I mean ... we've been spending a lot of time together; he's probably happy for the little break. I ( Read more... )

I wish I could be like Phil. What's it like to be excited to go home? To feel good about stepping into your house? I shouldn't complain; at least I have a family and a home to go to. But is it home? Home is where you're happy ... and I'm miserable there. I guess I'm in a bind right now because I don't know where I'm happy. I'm happy when I'm around ( Read more... )

Things aren't the same ( Read more... )

Darkness surrounds me ( Read more... )

A little girl ( Read more... )