so my ship date is on december 2nd. i will be going to texas for a long time; the longest ive ever really been away from home at least. i will be there for at least 6 months, and im not scared to go ( Read more... )

so im sick of stupid ass people that dont know what they want. i try to be a good guy no girl seems to like that. what the hell do women want anyway? am i suppose to be an asshole or something?

so ive been having a really hard time lately with this whole school thing and i dont really have any close friends down here to talk with about it... so i just figured id write one of these... well heres whats been going on... first semester i went here and hated it... i hate it even more this semester... over break jennifer decided to tell me she ( Read more... )

hey what's up everybody... im just sitting here in 3rd block... i have absolutely nothin to do im just a teachers aid for today and didnt feel like goin to that some im in powers!!! hes the man he doesnt give a shit ( Read more... )

i have quit doing drugs and have been sober from them now for a couple weeks... i dont get drunk anymore and all i can get is a buzz... so i think im doing better even if im still not doing great im slowly getting there... i ended up hurting myself again though by being a friend to the people who ask me to say something to jennifer about how she ( Read more... )

well its been a while... and im sure no one will read this but i have to put it down. i have slowly begun to fall apart. the last week i started to do better and decided i didnt want to drink or do any drugs anymore, but a couple days ago something happened that caused me to fall back and i went right back down. i know that at the rate im goin ( Read more... )

well jus got out of the shower and had a long night at maggie moos it was really busy. Tomarrow i have a lot of homework, but ill get it done and im sorry that i didnt get to spend a lot of time with u today jenn. I am REALLY glad u came to see me today though it made my day great. Me and jenn celebrated Valentines day on Sat. anyway and in my ( Read more... )

sup everybody? im jus sittin here bein bored. Well tomarrow night im goin to a lockin and im gonna be late for it cause i have to work till close which is 11 on weekends. Im going to try and leave right at 11 so i wont be to late for it, but well see if he lets me. It should be pretty fun... it was last year and this year jennifer and nick r coming ( Read more... )

yea im lookin for a truck and all i got is 2000 im not havin to much luck, so if anyone finds one tell me. i realized that without a car if i have a job it still doesnt matter cause i still cant go anywhere.

well everyone i no its been a while since ive updated but i dont thinkit really matters cause no one really reads this anyway when i put stuff in here. Since the last time ive updated i have got a job and me and jenn r doing pretty good. She says shes excited that i have a job and that shes proud of me, but i really think shes scared and sad. I ( Read more... )