well i jus got home from the hospital and all i have to say is my moms is the dumbest bitch alive!!! she thinks i will actually listen to the doctors... for those of u who really know me will i? Yea and on top of this shes already bitchin at me so i cussed her out so i wouldnt have to here it anymore... She kills me ( Read more... )

well im a free man once again and im over jennifer i heard about all the lies and its not hard once u here them so all i can say about her is hope jonathan makes u happy, but dont forget ur friends. They fill like u already have so make sure u spend time wit them

this was the worst week of my life.

i stilll love u even if there is no chance

i no i dont update a lot but im finally goin to jus to say one thing... u no its bad when u can tell when ur girlfriend is around a certain somebody jus by the way she acts over the phone. When i was in INDIANA (not like i was at home and its ok to call at anytime) i called jennifer to let her no i was in safe and all she has to say is ok bye :: ( Read more... )

well today is my big poker tournament and i cant wait for it... the pots goin to be over $600 and the winner gets at least $400. I no the chances of me winning r low wit so many people, but ill jus have to play smart and have god on my side. i hope im good enough and i really do think i am, but i guess well find out today. I jus hope i dont have ( Read more... )

we have a huge poker tournament this week and ive been setting the whole thing up almost single handedly and i have got the number of people we wanted for it but now im tryin to get extra... Ahh i dont care how hard it is preparing these things i need to win the money since i dont have a job and i think i think i can so im gonna give it all i got ( Read more... )

wow i just played the longest game of poker in my life and jus got home like 5 mins. ago, but anyway i really need a shower and hopefully ill update soon even though noone reads this anyways.

love you jenn

y do i worry more about helping others than helping myself?

i have realized my #1 goal in life and its to not turn into my father. It pains me to say that because he raised my brother and me as best he could, but when it comes down to it the things he did which i wont jus tell anyone is a walk i hope i never go down. I do thank god for him though because he has given me an example of wut i should and ( Read more... )

Well today has been a good day and i dont no y im in such a good mood but i guess that doesnt really matter ( Read more... )