sigh* life...it really sux sometimez...do u ever lock urself in ur room w/ da radio up so loud that no one will hear screamin... u cant stand ppl around u and u juz wanna get away...2 be left out in da dark 2 be kick'd when ur down...i tear my heart open juz 2 feel my scarz remind me that da past is real...feelin down and i juz wanna be alone...i ( Read more... )

sittin here upon my own desk of silent reality dwellin somewhere beneath my fallen memoriez...lookin back..tears of brok'n hope stainz my once brighten eyez of love ( Read more... )

another breath...another second...another sound...beginning to swirl exploding from da realmz of alternative reality...it hurtz to blink it painz to realize da brutality of another day yet ahead at da surface of a life left unliv'd...questionz become answerz as my silence becomez my prison cage entrapin my soul...so alive...so silent...shakin from ( Read more... )

silent thoughtz and drippin knivez which formz da thoughtz of my once small heart..lovin u dress da darken wordz of a hidden soul yet anguish da color of crimson leakz from ur own once carefully seal'd gapz which painz da clos'd wordz of a broken past shelter'd from da light of dayz gone by screamin ur name...

Covered in my own darken shame of disgust crumbling to my kneez of hidden fearz i break of all my control becoming shaken w/ body wrenchin tearz of anguish cryin out ur name layin broken in my own dirt which twist itz way round my veinz as an acid 2 slowly eat away @ the life of my soul losin all i have tryed so hard 2 hold 2..layin down who i have ( Read more... )

sittin back against da wall of my own darken reality 2 watch as the lightz dance upon my sensez lettin the vibrationz of ur wordz enter my soul...thingz begin 2 dim at da thought of restin upon the life of my own sanity of inexplainable existence of my own humdrum life..another day...another breath slowly escapez from my lipz..pourin down upon the ( Read more... )