hey everyone :) i almost forgot about this damn journal thing. so i suppose i'll make a post!! well a lot has happened in a year and a half since i last wrote in here. i can't even believe the stuff i wrote the most recently about alecia (see below). that whole chapter of my life never needed to happen, and for anyone that's interested... she got ( Read more... )

GOD DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!! why the fuck i gotta have emotions!?!? WHY!?!?

hey everybody :) i'd just like to say that i had so much fun this past weekend. more fun than i've had in a loooooong time. friday night after work i took alecia out for her birthday. ate some din din down on the river at fridays then went to gameworks for a lil bit and just sat by the river for a while talking about everything till i took her home ( Read more... )

hey everyone i finally decided to do an update. sorry to everyone but yes i'm still alive and still here, i just seemed to fall off the face of the earth temporarily. well as of lately things haven't been going so well. first off alecia and i broke up. still upset and confused as hell about it considering she's dating her ex BF again. oh well, i'll ( Read more... )

i can't stop thinking about my girl at all now as the days of her return tick away. only six more to go before i get to see her beautiful face again. we've been talking for hours every day. wish we could talk even more. our official one month anniversary is coming up this wednesday the sixth and and i can't wait. god i wish i coul dbe with my baby ( Read more... )

well a lot has happened since my last entry. above all i have a girlfriend now with who i wanna do nothing but spend as much time as possible with. we're in love with each other, a first for each of us. i've never had such strong feelings for anyone in my entire life by a longshot. she's out of town for a couple weeks visiting her mom and we've ( Read more... )

damn ... its almost 4:30 in the mornin' ..... just sitting here thinking about what to write. just got home from becky's where i stopped in for a lil while. got to talk to her for a lil bit about stuff thats on my mind and stuff on hers. still sittin' here thinking about "stuff" that's been bothering me lately and i dunno if i'll ever get to sleep ( Read more... )

another interesting night once again at the pad. started the evening off by dropping off alecia at home, then coming back to my place to relax by myself after work when colin and eric bust in the door. followed a lil later in the evening by alecia, angel, jeff, and steve. spent most of the night with most of us piled on my bed for a few hours just ( Read more... )

Ok well, been an interesting night I guess. Not really going to go into details, personal stuff I don't believe the whole world should know besides a few people. I'd just like to say that I've been thinking a lot tonight, and I had a couple one-on-one conversations with a couple friends also to help clear things up on our minds. I think all in all ( Read more... )

ok, well its been like two weeks i suppose since the last entry, and i guess i'd have to say that i have been in a much better mood since then. still all kinds of things happening in my life right now, and its getting kinda crazy. this whole past week i have had people over almost every night to watch movies/drink or whatever and gone to bed late. ( Read more... )