Why the bloody hell am i up!?!?!?! i had a shift from 2 till 12:30, i had a cop talk to me randomly, i had to go get kristy after she ran her scooter into a truck lmao, and im still bloody up....i wish i was scotish, like Sean Connery :D that would rock...i dont think i want tomorrow to start so i dont want to go to sleep cause then it will and i ( Read more... )

But one may be too soon...its not fair.

Im fuckin pissed for several reasons right now, one something happened to someone that i recently came to care for, something terrable, unforgivable, somthing bad enough that i would think twice about killing the mother fucker who did this, im pissed because there is absolutly nothing i can do to help, nothing i can say, and i hate that i cant, im ( Read more... )

I was having a good day, then i read this...http://www.petitiononline.com/FSS5439/petition.htmlRead more... )

i have come to the conclusion, that i need to find a way out of myslef...cause i cant seem to have a conversation that dosnt have somthing depressing in it, and i talk alot about myself, whcih i hate with a passion....so from now on, i dont exist i talk about other ppl and their adventures in the real world happy thoughts

Leo (Jul 23 - Aug 22 ( Read more... )

i remembered this morning why i dont like to go to sleep. I always dream of the things i want most in my life, and it's so real i feel extreemly happy...then i wake up...oh, it was a dream, its not real, it wont happen...thats when i feel like i just lost somthing very importaint to me, well sorta i did kinda, and that always seems to be an omen ( Read more... )

Take life as its thrown at you; life pushs at you hard, push harder; keep your chin up and think of the people that love you; fight the demons, look for the light, keep your heart from the darkness.... i just thought id post this, it makes me feel better, makes me think posative, and thats important :3

holy Alzapam batman, i think im having an anxiety attack.....wait, never mind i dont think so, i know so...holy shit, apparently i cant schedual class well, cause i left myself with next to no time to do my work, ive already fallen behind, and im strugling to get back on my feet...ok enough self pitty today, im gona go stick a pencil in my eye, ( Read more... )

its come to my attention, that my live journal is full of depresedness....wow, i whine a lot