well i just got done reading comments from my last post about the whole army thing. holy shit they were sooo nice. i just wanted to say thank you to every one who left a comment and/or to anyone who has helped me out recently. i love you all!!! i leave on saturday, but ill be back soon. i believe that i am ready to enter basic training now. i mean ( Read more... )

im surrounded by sluts!!!! i cant believe this nonsense. chrissy and her mom are big time losers!!!!!!!!!! leave a comment if you agree.

sometimes when certain things are made very clear to you, it just down right hurts inside. after having very strenuous conversations with certain people, i have been very stressed lately. the army thing and whether or not i should go back has been the issue around lately. honestly, some days i want to go back and others i just want to stay here and ( Read more... )

well life as i know it is pretty good. im home from the army for another couple of weeks and thats good i guess. its just going to be extremely hard when i have to go back. saying goodbyes all over again ahh! lately though i cant decide if i am excited about going back to training or not. i change my mind like every 5 minutes i swear. im not going ( Read more... )

so yesterdays post was kinda depressing..oh well im a stupid kid. lastnite ended up being an amazing night. i hung out with chrissy and that was great. but then i got sad because i thought about having to leave her again really soon. it sucks sooo badly that i have to leave her again. the first time was hard enough. and now its a million times ( Read more... )

so yeah ive been home like 3 days already and damn this month is flying by. it sucks because ive been hangin out with all my buddies again and now im gonna have to turn around and leave them for an extremely long time. i almost wish that i hadnt come home. i am grateful for the time i am getting to spend with everyone, i really am. there is soo ( Read more... )

hey guys! chrissy dont worry about my question in the letters i sent you. i was really depressed those days, and i know that my question was really stupid asking if you still wanted to be with me. cant talk long gotta go. ill call you wednesday if we get phones still. love you and ill ttyl. byeeee

tell everyone that i said hi

hey to everyone back home. im stuck in physical therapy trying to get better. i have given up on the phone calls now. no one including the family ever answers lmao. oh well ill keep calling cuz ima loser. anyways i want to say ive had mega time to think things over and im sorry to everyone that ive ever screwd over and all that shit. dont have much ( Read more... )

well today is gonna be fun. pool party and shit should be great. its nice to see my friends again before i leave. anyways i leave in 7 days, yes 7 damnit. ahhh and i gota go but ill see everyone soon and ill call you tonite maria. later

i like your mom and its really bad...i wanna marry her and be your dad!!! haha that song is fucking great. well i just wanted to say i leave in 11 days. holy shit man. im excited but at the same time i feel all fucked inside. i had soo many little things that i had wanted to accomplish before i left, but ofcourse i have yet to. haha i better hurry ( Read more... )