lastnite was probably the most intense, emotional night of my life. it is better now, but it was crazy then and still is...ill write more lateer cuz i gota go. but goodness i am sorry to everyone who was at chrissys lastnite. im sorry i ruined your alls day ( Read more... )

well the last few days have been good i guess. i saw some really nice cars and shit and that made me happy. hung out with chrissy and that was great too. but lately there are things constantly circling my mind and i feel that i have no one to talk to. there are the guys, but its hard to be serious around them haha. then i used to have chelly...but ( Read more... )

lastnite was an amazing nite i tell you. ran errands all day long and thn went over to chrissys house and swam with everyone. goodness they were crazy. after that we did my most favorite thng in the world ahhaa went to see CARS!!! hell yes haha. curts had his cobra up there doing doughnuts and then he took me for a ride. damn thats a fast ass car. ( Read more... )

today has been a hard day. its extremely hot and i feel like shit ahhh. went to \the dentist oh boy haha and then out to lunch with jessica. ah that girl is great. i would be lost without my buddy hahah! we talked all about life lately....wow the last week or so of life has been insane for me. i have made a few mistakes and then thought about them ( Read more... )

well yesterday was the worst day of my life. plain and simple just the worst. it got better as the night went along and i got to hang out with friends, and talk to ones that i dont get to see much at all :) !!!!!! haha YAY anyways i woke up late, lost my keys, ran out the door and started driving only to have my hood fly up and rip off the car. ( Read more... )

decisions have to be one of the hardest parts of being alive. they are always there, and with the important ones, i always seem to make the wrong choice. ahh just fuck fuck fuck. damn today sucked. i realized how incredibly out of shape i was. i passed the basic physical test, but i couldnt pass the one to get me promoted just damnit. and like i ( Read more... )

so lately life has been insane really. i have made a whole shit load of people mad....some of them who really wont talk to me anymore. i really wish that we could talk things out and that be that but i guess i have to keep on trying. and then i leave in 24 days tomorrow. holy shit yo. thats crazy. i had 5 things that i wanted to do before i left. i ( Read more... )

well lastnite i finally talked to chrissy. it was wonderful. we talked about soo damn much. at first it was very hard and i just ....well yeah...and then by the end it was good and we were laughing about goofy shit. ha good times. we are hanging out tonite. that should be good. yay. well i have to get back to work. cant wait to get off work. ahhh ( Read more... )

well i just wanted to reply to some people and say thank you for actually giving a damn about me. only a few people seem to support my decision to go into the army. i mean its going to be good for me and i will come out a changed person...or so i hear. anyways, for everyone who feels that i have been ignoring them, or i havent had the time of day ( Read more... )

the last few days have been eventful let me tell you. monday night i spent the night at a hotel. then we woke up at 430 and went to a day long physical exam. i passed that and then swore in to the army. thats still crazy as hell. no one saw that coming, not even me really. man that doctor was nuts. do you smoke pot? haha acid? lsd? haha he was ( Read more... )