whoa i havent written in this in a while. im sittin over here at jessicas right now waiting on her to get out of the shower and then we are gonna go get her a new coat since we kinda left hers in the woods and when we went back to get it, it was gone. lol... long story, wont go there. anyways... she is staying the night at my house tonight. we are ( Read more... )

today, was the worst day ever. my brother died last night. the one i was closest to. ive been trying so hard not to cry. because i never cry. i never get sad and i never cry. ever. but today, i just couldnt hold it in any longer. my life is just gonna be so fucked up now. i dont know what im gonna do. i miss him so much. you just cant understand ( Read more... )

last night me and jessica snuck out. roger and david picked us up. me roger and david smoked 2 bowls. (jessica didnt because she had already been coughing and she didnt want to make it worse) then, as we were driving down the road, me and roger were singing cult 45 seeing who knew the song more. of course, i did. then, after that.... shit, i dont ( Read more... )

last night was fucking awesome. i stayed the night at savannahs house and me and her snuck out and we had roger and david and arik pick us up. then we went annnd ummm...... oh yeah, we sat behind billys back yard, and smoked a lil  bit. but then, we heard richard and his girl arguing down the street so we decided that it would be better off to ( Read more... )

im at my moms. im so fuckin bored. im always bored here. at least tyler just got home so as soon as he gets out of the bath ill have something to do. god its so fucking boreing here ( Read more... )

hey. im freakin tired. i STILL havent got a hold of ethan yet. DUDE! yesterday was so fuckin fun. we had our first 'Rollin Stoners' meeting. lol, since i couldnt get a hold of ethan, we only had a little weed to smoke. but still, it got 4 of us buzzin pretty good. lol, we brought my video camera (me, jessica, falastine, and savannah) and we taped ( Read more... )

well today went pretty good. at lunch, jacob actually looked at me! lol, isnt that great. beth says that he made eye contact and even turned his head to still look at me. awesomeness aint it? haha, anyways. i have a fuckin shitload of homework to do... i had to borrow aj's backpack because i had too many books to just carry with my hands. and i ( Read more... )

umm, today i had a pretty good day. i have 7th period with *jacob* and he said, "she's pretty but i dont know who the fuck she is." (noise) that's really good. lol. i had to walk to school in the rain today. i got fuckin soaked. it sucked. my socks were still wet at the end of the day, and my pants finally dried around 6th or 7th period. then i ( Read more... )