every minute that goes by
feels like an hour.
waiting to be with him... just for one night..
is way too intense.
he's my boyfriend. but i feel like i have a crush on him.
this could..
be a bad thing.

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so i went in for an ultrasound and thye couldnt see the baby.
and then yesterday morning...
i woke up bleeding.
im devistated.
everyone keeps saying..
well it was just meant to be.
but i don't want to hear that.
my heart hurts so bad.
all i want to do is sleep.
and for kevin to hold me.
but he doesnt.
because he's hurt too.

ryan adams. august 1st.

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the kiss was the begining.
let's not let there be an end.

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ever minute that passed by didn't even exsist.
i just met you.
and i love your smile.
and the way you can barely see it.
and how rare it is.
crush.

when i walked away.
my heart didn't sink.
it flew up above my head.

and i was happy.
because you are exactly
what i'm looking for.

be my friend.
make me smile.

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