My dad is moving to Florida on tuesday.
I'm not.
I dont know how to handle this.

I hate the things I've done, but I hate more that they make you not like me.
If i could change the things i've done, I would in a heartbeat, but I guess growing up is making mistakes.

I cant wait to be away from this god forsaken place.

I fucked it up.
so bad.
I cant make a decision to save my life and when I finally do, its the wrong one.

I'm actually really excited for homecoming, idk if I should be because I dont want everything to fucking suck and then be like why would i think that this year should be good ( Read more... )

I have been sick for a month.
I don't know how Ry can handle this, i'm such a bitch when i'm sick.
I'm so stressed about college, the word makes my stomach turn. I have no idea what I want to do with my future, and I always got good grades but apparently not good enough.
fuck.

Ryan and I are back together, it all happened so suddenly ( Read more... )

hes leaving me forever, starting saturday ( Read more... )

My face looks horrible.
For once in my life i thought I was kind of pretty and my mom made them cut open my face & now i look like a dog bit me & then a got beat.
Whenever I look into a mirror I cry.
For once mother doesnt know best.

I don't want surgery.
I don't need surgery.
I don't want to leave my friends for almost two weeks.
:(