theres so much i want to say but can't due to how i've been feeling. its come to the point where my parent's are talking about divorce and it hurts. im about to be 18 teusday. i think i may be moving out....i can't handle it here in this house...yeah sometimes i guess these may be petty things to a lot of people, but right now they hurt and i hurt ( Read more... )

besides having a horrible sunday due to something that can't be talked about because it hurts. today was rather good. i had a good day at school, with an nice warming hug that lifted my spirits on the way to 1st period. it made me smile and think about things. well school went by really fast and was easy. but when i got home i still had tons of ( Read more... )

today wasn't so bad ( Read more... )

so im happy
i actually slept
on other notes
im sick.

slowly crashing
crashing slowly

its hard to hold on
when everythings saying
"let go"

im just facing a lot right now
im keeping myself confined.
when i am with friends im
putting on an act. im sorry.

i'll pull through.
i always do. :-)

Well yesterday was decent. First off I spent the day with mom and dad and it was decent i suppose. Then I ended up going to the coffee shop with some people. Had fun there. Got free Ice Cream from Matt at the Ice Cream shop by the Coffee Shop. Well then we all went to Lions Park. Were playing guitar out there on the truck. Saw joe and some other ( Read more... )

ok....so my insomnia is apparently worsening...instead of 20mg im up to 30mg....its insane because 20mg is a huge amount...but yeah this time it really sucks...bare with me my friends if im extra cranky or an asshole...

It's been a year today that my good friend Justin Lee Winston passed. On that tragic night I realized you weren't coming back. It was one of the hardest things I had to face. You weren't known by many but the ones that knew you knew that you were really awesome. Now that I think about it I miss you. I remember skating those spots really late at ( Read more... )

Recover was fucking amazing ( Read more... )

Tonights a day of good and bad. Well around 7p.m. i went to the coffee shop and was planning on writing my essay. I saw travis and julio there and talked to them a while. Well then i continued working on it. I went blank. I just sat there for another hour and went so blank. Well then I see that Wednesdays are open mic night and I call chris to see ( Read more... )