and i just realised something, i've put a fucking load of pressure on myself such that if i give up now i'll disappoint more than myself.

fuck me, i am an idiot.

 you just gotta love it, having someone say sure to go somewhere

and after that seeing that person tell someone else that person is going with someone else.

sounds complicated? it is.

SCREW U!

i think i need an ANGRY burger from burger king.

Jerome

 im starting to feel my livejournal isnt as secret as i thought it is..

tsk. anyone who reads without permission.... CONDEMNED. LOL

as i walk on to discover the person i once thought to be the perfect one for me, i find some stuff that astonishes me ( Read more... )

 i almost lost my keys TWICE today.. on the way home from market and at the korean restaurant.. lucky me..

:D

kan kai yi dian hui bi jiao hao. ren shen zhe me duan, bu kai xing de shi quan dou gei wang le, shen huo jiu hui gen kuai le!

i cant believe i just typed that in mandarin pinyin.

whats gotten into me?

 how can such a small action affect me so much?

i think im paranoid to feel you're ignoring me..

what i would give for a random text from you..

don't tell me you've become another sleeping rider on my bus..

coz if you are, wake up soon.

Jerome

i think my current life is summed up quite easily.. i had typed so much nonsense but really, it is that simple

the only thing i really want in my life right now is someone to share my happiness with

 haiz its kinda depressing to come back after 7 days to discover.. ZERO sms-es received in your phone. its like you were never gone at all ( Read more... )

 im actually really really happy today..

and im actually really really inspired to write a book about my bus theorem.. since weiyu enjoyed the theorem pretty much.. you know.. just a couple of short stories illustrating the theorem itself..

it'd be a good hobby..

tonight, i sleep well.

 so i've been thinking quite abit.. like my mom always say, put yourself into the other person's shoes.. how would he/she feel ( Read more... )