i want so much to ask you out during my long-awaited holidays. to see if all my perception is real, to know if we can actually click or if i am chasing a fool's dream ( Read more... )

i havent posted here for too long. far too long because as usual most of my posts go to blogspot ( Read more... )

 sometimes i feel so desperate that i detest myself.

im a little down.. coz i kinda let dad down not entering OCS.. i know its definitely one of his wishes to see his son become the first officer of the family ( Read more... )

its like im blogging as 2 different people.

no matter how hard i try to hide it, i want to say it here. for all that matters,

i miss you.

good bye.

i may not seem like a sentimental person ( Read more... )

i know that leaving ppl hanging was your emotional form of defence

and somehow i had already accepted it

but why does it feel like i've still been stabbed in the heart once again?

wenyi was right

and i dont even know where i went wrong.

somewhere along in the bitterness.

my dad hates his current job but has to stick with it to support my family ( Read more... )

hl said: "if you were only to choose one fruit to eat, then only one fruit you shall be able to eat ( Read more... )

 i was made known a very scary fact today ( Read more... )