So I've decided to finally use this journal to express myself or whatever. Usually, when I do things like this I feel whiny or pathetic, but I need an outlet right now.

Yesterday I got on the scale and I was 4 pounds heavier than two weeks ago. Needless to say I felt stupid, ugly, and guilty. I finally got down to my weight before San Antonio and ( Read more... )

It's 5:39 AM and I've been up all night watching music videos and looking for Avatar porn. I couldn't sleep 'cause my favorite cousin is coming down to visit and I haven't seen her in years. Or at least that's my excuse. :P ( Read more... )