the odds of you reading this are slim. . . .

[roninangel]

you are a selfish manipulative jerk - those of us who know you best see it now - every action you take in every "delicate" situation is to ensure no one can point a finger at you later as you manipulate everyone into doing EXACTLY what you want them to do - every bit of advice you give is to make sure that you can continue to use whichever friend

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[darkspirited1]

(((hugs)))

[eaglesaerie]

You are right, i did not read this then, and to be honest i think that is all for the better. I think if i had read this last year i would have ended up pouring fuel into the flame and help burn that bridge. Because i saw that you had a potential for real happiness and i was nothing then but pain, and in the fusion of my desire to see you happy and my selfishness i decided not to fight for reconciliation

[dr34mr]

i cannot and WILL not let you back in to hurt me again - you gave not TWO SHITS about what i felt or thought when you were busy trying to be someone you KNEW you weren't - you bring your destruction on in a nearly neverending cycle, and i genuinely believe you prefer things that way (even if you don't even know it) - while a part of me will always love you, i will never again be a part of your life and your cycles of destruction - i thank you for introducing me to David and Ben - and i cherish their friendship nearly as much as i used to cherish yours (particularly David's) - but i am learning to leave my past in my past - and that's where you belong for me - i'm sorry this isn't the reply you were hoping for, and i hope you find a way to find a balance and even a joy within the destruction - my path lies elsewhere

[eaglesaerie]

I am not asking to be brought in. I just wanted you to know that i was sorry. our lives have parted and i do not see them ever coming back together. I wish you peace and i am not peace.
Good bye