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Avada Kedavra
I have never in my whole life wanted to hurt someone so bad. I literally want to pull him a part piece by piece and that's just not healthy at all ( Read more... ) -
life
I remember when I was younger and all I wanted was a car so I can drive anywhere and a job so I could pay for whatever I want it. Now that I have all these things, it's not the same as I thought . Yeah it's nice having a car so I can go where I want and not have to ask mommy and daddy. And it's nice having a job so I can have money and not have to ( Read more... ) -
I'm the Gambler
Wow, six months today. Doesn't feel like it. It's almost like it's still july and I don't know how to swim. Except, I did learn to swim and it's January now ( Read more... ) -
Merry Christmas Billy Creasy
Billy is a sleep in my bed. Kalila is whining about being tired. Mommy's making egg nog. Everyone else is sitting around waiting for midnight. I'm on the stairs, obviously writing.
It's been a pretty fun Christmas season. Shopping today was annoying as usual. I couldn't figure out a thing to get daddy. I finally decided on an aero shirt. On the ( Read more... ) -
I love you
It's so easy not to think about what seven letters can mean. I know enough people including myself have said it enough without much thought to what it actually means. Love isn't something you can really explain or talk to someone about until they've experienced it. And love isn't always easy or simple or fun ( Read more... ) -
Argue
I've always been a big believer in talking thru arguments. I feel nothing is solved when you get upset and just leave it that way. I know a huge part of me and Kendrick was that we just argued we didn't talk. When there was a problem and there always was a new one, we would just fight and fight and stay angry at one another. And he never wanted to ( Read more... ) -
Kairi Lynn -Last Name-
Randomly, in moment i can't explain, i desperately want a baby. Yes, i know I know, husbad, sex, than baby. But it's such a strong feeling of want it's ridiculous. I know i'll make such an awesome mommy. I'll probably stay home for a year ( Read more... ) -
Write, right, rite, write
I've been writing a lot lately. I know it's cause I feel very empty without Christie around. I'm getting past it but I know it's going to be hard moving on. I don't hate her. I don't have the capacity to hate anyone ( Read more... ) -
I dreamed a dream
It's obvious my dreams are trying to say something but I'm already aware of what my sub conscience thinks. I can't hide anything from myself when I close my eyes. The truth always finds it's way into my over active imagination ( Read more... ) -
I had a dream last night, we drove out to see Las Vegas
I love you. I love saying that. I love you. I love you. I love you. I can't not smile when I say it. Billy's not what I expected. He's so bright and fun and amazing. How come I'm the only person who's ever given him a chance. Didn't anyone else noticed how sweet he is. Or how much he cares about his friend ( Read more... )