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Think of christmas, think of snow
I'm in a weird mood right now. I feel very girly? I don't know if that's the word I want. I keep thinking of babies, a making dinner, grocery shopping and movie nights. All the fun Things me and BIlly will do when we're married. And I'm thinking about dirty dishes, unfinished laundry, being alone in the house and not spending time with me. All the ( Read more... ) -
jerk
I love you but sometimes you are such a little dick. I swear. I mean seriously could you have said anything more mean. I forget that sometimes you're still a boy. I forget how much I hate how much of a but boys can be. I don't even know what to say right now or feel. I'm somewhere between hitting you in the face and going home. But unfortunately I ( Read more... ) -
We have a saying on earth, I'm just human
Billy has this insane, ridiculous, I don't even understand it, need to be some perfect, strong, never needs help man. It's like it might kill him to ask for help. To admit he's human and he's just like the rest of in need of God ( Read more... ) -
My initials will soon be Hot Chocolate
I'm getting married! Can you believe it! I just can't even begin to comprehend how amazing it feels to finally have the man of my dreams and knowing he wants to spend forever with me. It's like a Fairy Tale. It's like a tale as old as time, told a thousand times before but some how it's different, even though it not ( Read more... ) -
Anything you can do I can do better
I know he doesn't do it on purpose but something I feel pretty much useless. I'm never any help and Im always in the way.
He just can't understand how for someone like me, being helpful is important. And with him I'm ridiculous, and dumb and it doesn't make any sense to him
Logic is a notion everyone understand and it's something im getting tired ( Read more... ) -
Melarose Sagethorne
Are you kidding me. Like seriously. I would hope you were a better person then to act like a common beach shoe and treat a person like that. This boy has been thru enough and he doesn't deserve to be treated like you are right now.
You couldn't at least act like a grown up about it? I mean pull the boy aside and tell him that things have changed. ( Read more... ) -
Technology junkie
I'm an addict. Seriously. I have this obsessive need to have the newest technology the minute it's out. I just love new gadgets though. Learning all the cool new things, comparing them to the old ones and showing it off. I get this high like I don't even know.
Billy hates it....well okay he just doesn't understand it is more accurate. He finds ( Read more... ) -
ughhhhhh
I hate arguments. They always leaving me feeling like complete crap. Someone always manages to say something they didn't mean and then it's too late to take back.
Most of the time I give up on arguing with anyone anymore. Its too much energy. I'd rather just let you win. But sometimes stupid disagreementa still manage to happen ( Read more... ) -
Fix a heart
Bitch. Ass. Loser. Idiot. Stupid. Weirdo. Poser. Loner. Goth. Emo. Honor. I've been called it all. I've learn though, not to let things that people who don't know me bother me. I've learned though that it's not the stranger who call you ugly or stupid or weird that even matter ( Read more... ) -
Five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes (525,600)
Most people think of life as January 1st to December 31st. New years, is the start of the year and you get to remake things and promise to do things differently. No matter what you do, most of things you try to do for the new year will never come to be ( Read more... )