All work and no play makes Tim a dull boy. All work and no play makes Tim a dull boy. All work and no play makes Tim a dull boy. All work and no play makes Tim a dull boy. All work and no play makes Tim a dull boy. All work and no play makes Tim a dull boy. All work and no play makes Tim a dull boy. All work and no play makes Tim a dull boy ( Read more... )

My cousin just commited suicide. I don't remember her very well, haven't seen her in years. She was 24, and she slit her wrists. Dunno what else to put, it was on my mind.

You ever feel like you fail a lot? I don't feel like I have, I know I have. Don't say I'm feeling sorry for myself or any shit like that. Maybe being a realist has its perks. I dunno what the fuck to do with myself. I can't sleep anymore, I have so much going on in my head. I finally fall asleep and 15min later my alarm goes off for school. ( Read more... )

It's weird how things work out. Old and new kind of combine one day and it's really... almost inspiring. Heartening at least. Sometimes it takes something new to mend the past but it's worth it. All the shit in days gone by mean exactly that; shit. Everything works out for the better. I guess when things are down and times are tough, it's ( Read more... )

Sometimes things are just right. You reach a place that you never thought you could get to and it's everything you could imagine and more. The time you're allowed to stay in that place is something you have to soak up every ounce of. You never know when it could come crashing down. We're all teatering on the edge between hell and paradise. You ( Read more... )

Things can change overnight or even in the course of one goodbye party. Tomorrow Joel leaves for the Marines to start his infantry training. It's sad to see him go but we are all so proud of him and I know he'll have no problem... he might even like it lol So we threw him a surprise going away party. The look on his face when he showed up will ( Read more... )

Do people see me as this innocent little kid that can't handle bad stuff? I've been through so much in my life that I think I can handle most stuff. And I think the things people think I can't handle are nothing compared to my past. I try to be a nice guy but it doesn't mean I'm vulnerable. Oh well, whatever, random thought.

UNTITLED ( Read more... )

Ok so my insomnia streak is over for one night. I passed out at 830 last night and woke up at 6 this morning. There's something bothering me about my parents. I can't pinpoint it. I'm really uncomfortable around them now. I almost feel a sense of disgust when a see them together and I don't know why. They dunno what they'er going to do for a ( Read more... )

The sisters are in, so check the front line, seems I spent the 80s in a haiti state of mind. Cast me into classes for electro shock, straight incarcerated, the curriculums a cell block. I'm swimmin in have truths and it makes me wanna spit, intructor come seperate the healty from the sick. You weigh me on a scale, I'm smelling burnt skin, it's ( Read more... )