I wish I had good advice. I know you'll do what's best for you, and I hope that you make the right decisions in the next few weeks. It's hard to be alone and it's easy to go back to what's comforting to you. I think you know which is more likely to be better for you in the end.
That's just the thing. Like, he doesn't treat me wrong or poorly, this isn't a bad relationship, he just messed up, which, we all do. And I'm aware that maybe I need this time, but then, I think of allt he reasons why I still love him and why I've been with him for so long and I can't help but ask myself, "What am I doing?" And I know I'm asking it both out of comfort and out of love. (because in terms of comfort, it sucks to break up with someone, no matter who it is, because then it means you're out there, in the single world and it's scary and lonely out here. I envy you, Ashley. You never have to be out here again.) But what about the love? doesn't that count for something? And if it happens to go with comfort, so what? Isn't that normal?
The only good advice I've had so far was to take time away from the situation and it's been six hours since I've taken and adhered to it and so far, it's pretty bad advice, because, let me tell you, I am neurotic. If my cousin hadn't invited me to dinner tonight, where i had a
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The only good advice I've had so far was to take time away from the situation and it's been six hours since I've taken and adhered to it and so far, it's pretty bad advice, because, let me tell you, I am neurotic. If my cousin hadn't invited me to dinner tonight, where i had a ( ... )
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