i know i'm a mess he don't want to clean up

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i'm really tired of all of your pity partys. thats why i don't like you.

words fail me all the time
i don't even feel like talking
still i go on and on
i'm dying here and you keep walking

why are you asking me this?
can't you see i'm trying?
i don't like it like this
no i think i'm dying

i can't calm down at all
panic is what panic feels like
can't we just stay silent?
speaking now seems far too violent

i'll just be quiet now...

so last night i got into a huge fight with a coworker. it lead to me sobbing on a different station and now we have to be seperated like it's high school or something. i really can't describe the hate i have for that guy, but i'll discuss more about this later ( Read more... )

i hate being jealous. i hate how he's now friends with everyone i hate, and who he said he hated too. i'm trying not to make this personal, but i feel like this is a huge slap in the face.

i might have a legit crush on this guy. it won't go anywhere though, so this was pointless.

um, 5 days till la. thank god.

work is killing me
i cannot wait to be out of there. even though ill probably be there until i move out
speaking of which, it may come as early as january when hopefully i move with vanessa to silver lake

oh and um i dont know, whats up?

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