boy i fucked this one up, didn't i? should have just waited those extra what??? TWO DAYS. seriously.

luke broke up with me hours after i posted the scrubs quote. i'm still not okay with it. seriously. this sucks a lot. and now that i'm home with nothing to do it's even worse. he was the one that was always optimistic. ugh. i'm just mad a lot of the time. i just don't get it a lot of the time ( Read more... )

i ran into steve when i went to turn in my keys. as we were leaving, he turned to me and said "now what do we do?" he seemed so sad, so lost.

i moved back today. i spent most of tonight trying to unpack. my things don't seem to have a place here. i know exactly where they go in my room that no longer exists. maybe i don't have a place here either.

freeze advisories week eleven? feels like freshman year.

endings are never easy. i always build them up so much in my head, they can't possibly live up to my expectations and i just end up disappointed. i'm not even sure why it matters to me so much how things end here. i guess it's because we all want to believe what we do is very important. that people hang onto our every word. that they care what we ( Read more... )

family guy's new episode name? "we love you conrad" it made me laugh a bit.

happy cinco de drinko!

it's may.

when i first woke up, i remembered all of it. by the time i came home, the only clue that i even had the dream was the fact that i almost wore the soccer jersey today.

four years ago, i was crying about leaving nf. now i don't want to go back.

seriously. who came up with this college thing?