i always said i would miss the familiar things. like going to the mall and seeing faces you knew and the view from the top of my driveway and the house on the corner.

you always think they are going to be there.

my college ring came in the mail today. i walked up the driveway and examined the package and remembered when i got my high school one. i don't really remember the ring ceremony so much or even the dance. everything i look at my old ring i think about the track meet we had the next day. and how that was the first time i got to see my ring in the ( Read more... )

1. watch "wristcutters: a love story"
2. become obsessed with it
3. download the soundtrack
4. load it onto your iphone
5. listen to it non-stop until you get sick of it three months later
6. travel to oaxaca
7. drive from oaxaca to tlacolula and teotitlan
8. listen to the soundtrack again

not again

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1145777/Pill-erase-bad-memories-Ethical-furore-drugs-threaten-human-identity.html

i had this nightmare back in october that auditions came and went and jerry announced who had parts in the play during a singers rehearsal. in that nightmare, my friends got in and i didn't. i ran into the hall crying and marc came chasing after me, saying they could give me a small part. i looked at him and said, "i don't want your pity parts ( Read more... )

i woke up to snow this morning. first snow of the year in NF, woo! but there's some weird things about this snow.

like it wasn't predicted.

and last year, the first time it snowed was right after h died.

and today is one year since h died.

thanks.

i have more problems than meredith gray.

and nobody is ever going to rescue me from puget sound.

things do end. people do leave. i promise.

the good news is, someday i will be able to go the apple store without having to check in with mark first.

you haven't spoken to me in four months. don't start now. don't ruin my day.

park that car.
drop that phone.
sleep on the floor.
dream about me.