i really just cant get anything right.
once i'm happy with friends and school, i screw up stuff with my family, who have always been there for me.
i'm so retarded.
i want my life to be easy again, cause i dont know how suddenly everything became so difficult.
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i've given up.

and ps. i miss home a little.
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i want a boy.
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is it bad that i love college so much right now that i dont want to go home :/
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i loved my summer. it was amazing. now that i try  to write back on it, its pretty hard to just sum it up in a few short words.
i mean my summer was ridiculously crazy and probably the most fun ive had in so long.
i dont regret a single thing at all cause it was the perfect transition from the stress at school.

and i have a feeling that this coming ( Read more... )

probably the hardest thing ive had to do in a while.
i dont know what else to say <3

predictable.

i really cant explain as to how excited i am to go back to school.
it pretty much hit me today all of a sudden :)
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a few beers in, feeling kinda good i would just like to say that i adore my best friends.
tonight was just a perfect little girls night. kate and i drove around after our run and had a amazing talk about life.
she really cleared things up for me a lot.
she moves to florida for school in less than a month, i dont know what im gonna do :(
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i need to learn how to let go.
things are different between us now,
good in some ways, bad in other ways.
i know i shouldn't care but i do.
it sucks that i do everything with a hundred percent emotion.
i feel like the only thing to do would be is to move on,
but thats the hardest thing to do,
especially when its not what i want.