I'm so sick and tired of the ways that I get treated by people that I do so many good things for! I cant believe that i have let them get the best of me.....when all I did was give them the best that they needed! I have never felt so fuckin pissed just because I saw them......the drive before was beautiful and so relaxing...something that I really ( Read more... )

Sitting here in a house where there is always noise never feeling like your alone somethign that some people hate..me I love but yet I still feel like I am very much alone! I have the love of my life sleeping in "our room"" who still has no idea whats going on inside my head....hating that I feel like I'm in the way not wanted most of all. I guess ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting in digtal school right now 'n' well its pretty lame! I'm not doing too much right now just a bunch of fuckin' english shit...cause thats what I'm taking English 4 so yea! But today was a WAY fuckin' fun ass day! I've been drinking since 2nd period! YEA way fuckin' drunk today its pretty fuckin' tight if you ask me! But yea! Well I ( Read more... )

Okay so I haven't been @ home since Tuesday! WOW thats fuckin weird as shit! I've been staying @ Lindsey's moms house since that night! Its been way fuckin' fun though spending every day w/my best friend! 'n' we aren't annoyed w/each other which is the shit! But anyways! So things w/Phil well things are a little rocky right now because well yea ( Read more... )

Okay so last night was probably the worst fuckin' night of my life! Once again I got kicked out of my house but for some reason I really think that this is it! I think that this is gonna be finally which scares me because I have no money I have two pairs of clothes but if it is final than Lindsey 'n' I are going to my house 'n' getting everything! ( Read more... )

Well last night I stayed @ Lindseys house 'n' I'm still here! She's leaving later today for 5 days! HOLY BACON! What the fuck am I gonna do w/out her here! Well I'll probably just walk a lot 'n' hopefully hang out w/the boys still 'n' see Phil! Thats what I hope happens! But I'm going to miss her too too much! This will be the LONGEST that we have ( Read more... )

DRUNK AS FUCK right now this is so fuckin crazy! Leave some comments!

So last night was one fuckin crazy ass night! I had so much fun but NOT @ the end of the night when I thought that I was gonna DIE! Wish I did! But drank A LOT thats for sure! Today was so much fun Lindsey 'n' I wanted to go swimming! So she knew of this indoor pool 'n' we jumped in w/all of our clothes on OMG it was the funniest thing in the world ( Read more... )

okay so we are both drunk as shit right now 'n' we are having the time of our lifes! Later tonight we are going to jump in a pool w/ALL of our clothes on 'n' YES get crazy! Wait we already are! 4 days here @ this house being w/Lindsey 'n' her brother Justin! He is the GREATEST for doing what he did! I love this kid like my own brother! This is ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was WAY fun.....I'm starting to tan now 'n 'well I love it! I'm gonna be so tan for school thats so exciting! But yea than I dyed my hair last night.....its like PINK it looks so fuckin' AWESOME! Theres so much of it GOD I'm in love w/it! But yea ( Read more... )