i don't know where i belong

I wish i was stronger. I wish a lot of things right now. I know this is what life is about but sometimes it doesn't seem fair. I wish i was a more independent person. Crying myself to sleep is not working. I'm really pathetic.

I like myself when i make my friends smile or happy even if its only for a few seconds

I wish i didn't feel like this but I do. I'm too dramatic about these things. I need to suck it up.

A friend is someone who, upon seeing another friend in immense pain, would rather be the one experiencing the pain than to have to watch their friend suffer.

i had a horrible day and i should have been prepared since its Monday and I woke up at like 4 thinking it was time to get up. I felt awful went back to bed. The day did not go well and Lets just say i still don't feel well. So now i must watch pride and prejudice and maybe cutting edge 2 to make myself feel better. Maybe i will sleep who knows. I ( Read more... )

If you read this and you do not know me, I love quotes. THis quote is very touching to me, "Since you get more joy out of giving joy to others, you should put a good deal of thought into the happiness that you are able to give." It is from Eleanor Roosevelt and I think it sums up how my feelings very purely. OH yeah i bought my first piece of art ( Read more... )

I need and want something that no one around can give me ( Read more... )

You know i really love life sometimes. I mean of course there are days were i'm like woe is me. Maybe thats what they say im not sure now after i just wrote it. Anyway thats not important ( Read more... )

i feel undependable and useless. yeah