So I need help deciding what direction I want my career to go....... Any ideas????

I need to get my butt into gear. I put my life on a standstill ever since we got all that snow. I used being sick as HUGE excuse not to get things done. THis week I am setting minimum goals so I don't over well myself. I also have had a lot of changes within the last 6 months. I don't think I allowed myself to really take it all in. Tonight after ( Read more... )

Today was a rough day excluding a few beautiful moments I had with one of my clients. Senseless is a word that I would use that connect most of my misery at the present moment. I sit here with my thoughts and just honestly want to cry. Maybe I'm just feeling sorry for myself or maybe I'm tired of feeling lonely or maybe when I did my Wii Fit setup ( Read more... )

Now i know the reason why i do not need this livejournal. I only use this so my "friends" can know how i'm feeling or what is going on in my life because they are too damn lazy to pick up a phone or any form of communication that does not involve computers. I'm not waiting for something that will not come. So if you don't know my phone number or ( Read more... )

I'm glad that i have less to say. :)

I think i will be fine. Thanks to my friends. :)

I love you JO!

If i could go to therapy five times a week maybe i would be able to deal with life. If i prayed everyday maybe i would be able to deal with this life. I don't know what will help. I am all alone with my crazy self. I can't make things like they were before. My space and my life for those four years is over. I need to get my own space. I need to ( Read more... )

I wish i could stop it. It creeps up on me like a swarm of bugs. Insecure and scared. I have to hold my own hand.

I was just talking to Maria and I feel like someone finally understands how i feel sometimes but I don't know if that makes it better realizing that nothing really can be done. Hopefully tomorrow i will find out how to end this sadness that drifts in and out of my day. I am trying to be strong, I'm lucky i have this love to keep me going.

I have been looking at all the bad in my life and not focusing on all the good. Thank you God and everyone for some peace.