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By Gosh i've done it.
did i expect it to be any different ( Read more... ) -
six months i know
no one reads this i know. But some of me wishes someone would. Hey WORLD! ITS BEEN YEARS and im STILL NOT OK. How many times do you have to fucking tell people that? How many times do you have to tell someone i cant help myself but i cant move forward without it ( Read more... ) -
EVerything i never knew i needed
Its hard to sit here and think it was not real. But of course it wasnt real.
It was not real for miranda, or any of the girls.
I was just the one he got caught with.
Love is real. I refuse to believe otherwise. i REFUSE to think that I am hurting this much because of some fucking performer.
MAybe it all was an act.
Raised to be center stage.. you ( Read more... ) -
For Name's Sake..
I think it is kind of ridiculous that i dont want to use full names in my live journal on the off chance that someone googles the name.. and this is what pops up.
I like a quote that a friend of mine brought to my attention..
"I wonder if it is possible to have a love affair that lasts forever"...(andy warhol)..
I like that quote. I think it is ( Read more... ) -
Yearly Updates..or two yearly in my case..
A few Private Pieces of Writing..
Will someone tell me what is wrong with this picture? Sitting across from a man who loves me at his leisure? I'm carrying on about mistakes taking name of another who I could never relate.
Talking about the excitement and passion of this time apart, that so many before have survived. We had letters and phone calls, ( Read more... ) -
Never again.
no more drunk dialing. too much girl comes out of me ( Read more... ) -
Everything
Sometimes things get really boring.
It makes me a little crazy being cooped up in this house with nowhere to go.
So many things are running through my head but i just dont know how to lay them out.
So I wont -
This is my personality..i guess
Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78% Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||| 54% Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78% Activity Level ||||||||||||||| 50% Excitement-Seeking |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86% Enthusiasm |||||||||||||||||| 58% Extroversion ||||||||||||||||||||| 67% Trust ( Read more... )
