It has been a long last couple of days. Today is the first day in four days that I've had a break. I have been working like crazy, babysitting and working at one of the places I babysit, on finishing their house for them. I made 100 bucks in four days...not bad huh? well Saturday my cousin Amber came over, after I got home from work we hung out. We ( Read more... )

Myspace was only moving databases so it just was being stupid! My myspace didn't get deleted and boy oh boy am I happy!! hahaha ( Read more... )

Tonight shall be fun. I'm going to pick up Bethany and we are going to meet up with like everyone at Barnes and Noble. We'll hang out for a little bit, cause trouble, same old same old. Me and Bethany have made it a goal to buy underwear tonight and browse in Petco! I'm so afraid of spending all of my money. I'm very very into shopping and I have ( Read more... )

I'm done with life.... I'm so frustrated with everything emotions, life, people, life EERR!!!! What ever. I just want to move away, star all over or just sleep the rest of my sad life away.

Yesterday Patrick came over. We layed in my bed n watched House of Wax. The movie sucked. We cuddled a bit durin the movie. He tried to hold my hand but I wouldn't let him. I know Patrick likes me but I don't really even like him like that. He's fun n nice but I don't know. I don't want him to like me too much and I'm so worried about him asking me ( Read more... )

Hey everyone once again long time no...talk/write. well a lot of new stuff has been going on, I've been busy which is a major plus but also a major surprise. Today is our 1 month! I can't beleive it's been one month! It has gone by so fast! Lets see, I'm just going to make a list of all the things that have been goin on ( Read more... )

HI ALL! long time no talk!!!! lots LOTS fuckin lots have happened!!!!!!!! too much to talk bout not enough time im happy for the summer not seeing basically ne1 from skool...it's awesome!! hahaha sorry to those i havent seen or hung out with...yet. hahah guess where i am!?!?! none of u will guess ahha im not gunna tell u either ( Read more... )

you people make me fuckin sick!

ALL of you fuckin people!

I'm so sick of this shit.
again
again
again

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAI

AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I FUCKIN HATE YOU ALL!!!!

FUCK YOU

Melanie

xofuck youxo xofuck youxo xofuck youxo xofuck youxo

I just found out, that my hamster, Blizzard died. We adopted her from petco, when someone doesnt want the rodent anymore they bring it back and you can get it for free. That's how we got Blizzard. She died of old age we didn't know how old she was when we got her and we had her for over a year. I'm glad she died peacefully. She had been suffering ( Read more... )

Just As I thought I was fitting in and things were starting to fall right into place.... something gets screwed up. I can't really explain. I don't think I can do this. My emotions always get the best of me. I DON'T KNOW ( Read more... )