i havne't updated in forever. i just came back from an OA training meeting...just think, about a year ago i was deciding where i wanted to go to college. in august i will become an OA, one of the "intimidating" ppl who make all the first-years participate in forced fun. haha. time sure flies by and a lot has changed.

ok so can i just mention how i hate fucking drama? it seems like no matter what i do i kind of bring it on me...what the hell? i don't do it on purpose...i don't hunt it out...but for the past 2 weeks it has CONSTANTLY been there! as of now college is really stressing me out. not b/c of the schoolwork, but b/c i'm feeling insecure w/ certain ( Read more... )

i haven't written in like two months....i guess that's partially b/c i associate live journal with high school or something. anyways, i just feel like announcing that i HATE BOYS...THEY SUCK ASS. other than that more updates should come relatively soon....

so, it's definately down to the wire. i'm leaving in 26 hours for carlisle and move-in day is early thursday morning. by now mostly everyone is gone...or leaving by tomorrow morning. i think i'm one of the last people left. boy, do i NOT feel ready. i keep on finding more things i need to do, get, buy, etc. so much to do in so little time!! ( Read more... )

five more days. four more days in arlington. holy crap. i just packed my first bin of clothes...and it doesn't feel that good. i'm so anxious about leaving my family, house, calypso, and henry. but i am still excited about what lies ahead (sounds so corny). gah. there's an increasingly bigger pile of boxes in the basement...and an even ( Read more... )

hmmm....9 days left, and possibly only 8. damnnn...i'm getting really nervous and anxious. i have most of my stuff save for a few essentials at best buy, as well as some programs and must-haves for my laptop...not to mention cleaning supplies and a stock of makeup (i'm such a girl). BUT, i can't bring myself to pack and get organized. there's a ( Read more... )

so connecticut was fun. it took practically all of monday to get up there, but once we were there it was so relaxing. there isn't much to do in voluntown, ct, population 2,500. our main hangouts were this ice cream place that made homemade ice cream, the movie theater, and walmart. it was my first time at walmart ever. quite an experience. ( Read more... )

so. i had lotsa fun last night/this morning. probably the most fun i've had in a loooong time, and amazingly, it was w/ ALL of calypso's friends. alcohol really does calm the nerves and makes one easily sociable. we went to calypso's best friend's house last night where there were a lot of ex-upper classmen. i got fucked in this drinking card ( Read more... )

today was nice. i managed to, once again, do absolutely nothing noteworthy or productive, just the way i like it. i went to the gym for an hour after a long few weeks off, since it was way too hot to go running outside. i ended up watching this horribly boring and pointless movie, the jacket. don't bother renting it--it's a waste of time. my ( Read more... )

college is just around the corner. we can no longer say it's in a year, a few months, etc. now it's within the next few WEEKS. time sure flies by, and now we all have to face the next HUGE chapter of our lives in a few very. short. weeks. i've definately made progress in acquiring what i need...but there are still some huge lists of stuff to ( Read more... )